09JUN04 WED
ok i'm home right now after a rather disastrous afternoon which involved alot of walking alone in the light rain. hmf. my parents will be home from penang tomorrow. yep.
went to watch hp3 on friday night. the character development was really poor.. especially sirius. & they completely messed up the plot... the time sequence & all. plus they left out 54935834 crucial bits. & the set was alot different from the first 2 movies.. michael gambon totally sucked as dumbledore.. hermione isn't supposed to have such nice sleek hair (yet).. fred & george had TOO LITTLE screen time :( :( oh & the part where buckbeak was gliding over the lake with harry whooping titanic-style was so...cringe-worthy :x which reminds me that the final shot of him on his firebolt was kinda stupid as well (not to forget that the firebolt was actually supposed to be given to him BEFORE he found out the truth about sirius)... he looked like he was being attacked by the dementor again with the umm, face-sucking effect thing, only he had a cheesy wide grin on his face. ahh. but i liked the part where the hogwarts express stopped suddenly & the dementors came...very nice & eerie :)
had training yesterday & the heat nearly killed me. slacked big time in the gym.... lol GUY-MM. oh well hafta bathe & go back to my aunt's for dinner :/ wanted to go to jurong library with waiyee & the rest today but i realised i had no more clean clothes so i had to come home. bah.
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02JUN04 WED
i believe you mean the best that life can bring
i believe in it all
honestly, you can try
your heart is just as long as mine
is it ours to let go
cuz there's no place that i could be without you
it's too dark to discard the life i once knew
honestly, a single wrong is not enough
to cover up the pain in us
cuz when i think of you as mine
and allow myself the time
to lead into the life we want
i feel love, honestly
i'll make a joke so you must laugh
i'll break your heart so you must ask
is this the way to get us back
i don't know, honestly
i don't know, yes, honestly
haven't heard this song in ages. anyway i cut my hair. got all sorts of comments. apparently i look like a brinjal, a goondu, an idiot, a jap streetkid, stupider than usual, hongzhen (?), very 70s, cute, boyboy, funky, some anime character, nerdy etc etc. haha.
i can't wait for friday :) :) free hp tickets & popcorn!! w00ts.
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29MAY04 SAT
had trg this morning at 8 :x did tonnes of passing today...& my passing sucks :( there was this scary old woman in the toilet who just sat there the whole time we did strengthening :/ had lunch at food haven then it started pouring so we decided to wait awhile before going to school...but it didn't stop raining so we called a cab. couldn't really remember the number & i almost dialled the pizza hut one by accident. but i figured it out eventually haha. so the cab came....& the driver rambled on & on & on from smu to school about his secondary school days cuz he was from tchs. it was kinda amusing, especially his mosquito story. but he said something like "aiyah study so hard for what...you see now i drive taxi 1... don't understand.." thought it was quite sad. & it's not a very encouraging thing to hear after midyears lol. ok then we reached school where there was a garage sale but we didn't really buy anything. haha. then went to play blackjack at the track board. this tiny girl walked past & she's the wenwen person in xi ling men! oh man she's super cute though i think we kinda scared her haha. kept asking her questions. she acted in how many million shows & commercials can!! i bet she's super rich haha :x ok after awhile she went away....no actually she ran away lmao. k then i went to town with weiyun, sheng, shiting, sarah & allison. got balloons outside heeren then the juniors maluated themselves by releasing the balloons inside :x oh haha & we were somewhere outside cine when shiting released her balloon & she gave this stupid grin & was like "i made a wish!" hahaha then after awhile the balloon sort of...floated downwards instead of upwards lmao. & they say i'm retarded. oh & this is totally irrelevant but during training today, the clouds looked like a PIG! LMAO. ok anyway, we erh.. went to take the knight bus which was totally unexciting & anticlimax -.- but i got a ron bookmark thing hahaha. oh well went home pretty early... & i washed my bag! :) which reminds me, i got a new wallet yesterday!! lol
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27MAY04 THURS
got back all our papers & i scored mostly B4s and Cs haha...thereby securing the last position in class. on the bright side, i passed ss! which i didn't expect since i've only passed 1 ss test in my whole life. hehe. school has been really slack nowadays but lessons resume tomorrow & i owe wanglao homework again :( anyway there was some career exhibition thing today but i couldn't go because i had math & then trg :( oh well. training was all right. did the 'in-out workout' which really had nothing to do with ins or outs :/ NATIONALS ARE COMING REALLY SOON. i feel tired just looking at the trg schedule for the hols. not to mention all the homework i'm anticipating.................... :( anyway, they were playing all these annoying dance songs during recess which sounded like they were from some best 99 cd. sigh. which reminds me of saturday when we were at mos burger after trg & they played some horrendous remix of it's my life which lasted the whole frickin time we were there :/ ok & this morning, evelyn was onstage again, this time as the green dragon/sunwukong with severe body spasms. i mean i'm just speechless. just when everyone probably forgot about the whole FoA clown stint, she had to remind everyone just how annoying she really is.
man i'm going broke even before the hols have started. sucks. class fund is wacked...the school's eating our money through all these printing fees!! by the way there's a thief in our class. sadly, i'm not kidding. i haven't lost any money since the whole world mistakes my wallet for a pencil case hurhur...but oh well. have to think of a way to keep the track fund safe when i bring it to school, though only a grand total of 2 people have paid for track tee -.-
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16MAY04 SUN
i am waiting for something to go wrong
i am waiting for familiar resolve
i am waiting for another repeat
another diet fed by crippling defeat
and i am waiting for that sense of relief
i am waiting for you to flee the scene
as if you held in your hand the smoking gun
and on the floor lay the one you said you loved.
i'm still waiting for that full blown panic to hit me so i would start studying. haha ok who am i kidding :b i am waiting for june 4th!! harry potter owns me :D my right arm is still kinda sore from the badminton & basketball on friday :/ oh & umay & i had another record breaking phone session on monday :) almost 5 hours i think heheh. we never seem to run out of things to talk about.
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09MAY04 SUN
csm was lame. the starter sucked. mel & i weren't even ready yet & he went sedia :/ whatever. the prize presentation took forever to start cuz our beloved beehoon was late. Mo & i were trying to figure out the print on her funky pink blouse. she said it's a dog/poodle & i thought it was some pony or horse-like species...but after some consideration, i guess it's some sort of dog la. riight. went to prince for lunch before going to weiyun's house. we were watching this jacky wu show when we realised that he kinda resembles................hahahha ;) poor kat is so gullible. yep. arrived at hc half an hour late. apparently xiaofeng was kinda pissed...but whatever. he was like trying to be all systematic & crap, which was really annoying. the games were super lame. my group cheated big time for the pass the food with the mouth game. i just gave the banana to the last guy cuz it was impossible to pass. haha am glad that the grp leaders didn't have to play cuz it was like how gross. then there was charades. lol jenson was like hey you all know that show....... CHAO JI XING QI TIAN!!!!!!! then everyone stared back at him blankly before a few people replied with a feeble sounding 'xing qi tian...' hahaha. crows fly pass. yep. the dinner was quite ok. that weird songjun guy took some spastic photo with my phone which i didn't realise until today -.- ok played some daidee after dinner with shenghui, jayce & uhh, the king of daidee? ??? lol. then there was the star search which was uber gross but amusing. jolyn & songjun were the models for my group. they were like playing tictactoe with spraypaint on his chest :/ well, no comments. all the guys had their bodies vandalised cuz they had to take off their shirts...some perv idea of the games comm. hurhur. oh & the plan to waterbomb the captains flopped. stupid yueting was still very dry. & the waterbombs were so lousy. someone stood right behind jenson & smashed the waterbomb against his back...but it didn't burst -.- haha. oh sheng took a photo with zesamine. congrats. lol. the whole thing ended at 8+, which was an hour later than planned. haha.
oh & this morning the physics tutor was wearing a shirt which said 'turn it up. i like the BOOM BOOM.' lmao.
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02MAY04 SUN
went for physics tuition this morning.. for the first time ever. shiyan & weiyun are in my class :) anyway the door makes this horribly loud screeching sound whenever someone opens it............until we realised you're supposed to open it the other way. so like everyone walked in & the sound just grates in your ear.. then this smart boy walked in & everyone was like eh??? why no sound 1??? & the tutor goes hurhur & here we are learning physics hurhurhur. ok. anyway he speaks horrendous english. like "the erh.. electrical..city". & he wanted to write electromagnetic on the board or something.. but he paused for awhile after writing 'elect'.. then he kinda just left it there. which reminded me of jack black in school of rock when he tried to write 'mr schneebly' on the board but he couldn't spell it so he just said all right why don't you guys call me mr s. ok that was mean but the tutor's "a nice chap", as shiyan said :)
& i just downloaded & watched moving targets. sorry if i spoil the ending for you......... BUT EDISON DIED!!!!!!!!! !! :/ :/ :/ :/ am waiting for aladdin to finish downloading now. lol. when will i start studying???
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30APR04 FRI
am aching all over. yesterday's trg was crap. & today was even worse cuz it was at macr. anyway, after the last run, i was walking back to get my bottle with shenghui, clare & mel when this monkey erh..appeared to be following us. so we started walking faster & it continued to follow us :/ we were like "ok don't scream........ *walk faster*..... don't run.. *start to break into a jog*..ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!" then we sprinted for like 30m while screaming like shit. mr pedro thought it was funny cuz the monkey was seriously chasing us. um, hur hur. ok & that was the highlight of my day.
& thanks to huiling, shuyan, vernyie & judy for the presents :D i finally have a new cd to listen to hehe.
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26APR04 MON
happy birthday to me!!! :D <33 411ers, 203ers & trackers :) thanks for the presents which i had to lug around in plastic bags like an auntie :b my dad was um, quite surprised when he came to fetch me today. haha. the trackers made this super hilarious scrapbook.. & siyou's long msg nearly moved me to tears hoho so embarrassing right. oh yeah & i heard that cheeeesy guan huai fang shi song on the radio which reminds me of sec2 camp. so...203, NEMO, twinkling eyes, me sleeping in class in sec2 & MAF :) good times. hehe
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07APR04 WED
what a sucky week. today we had to stay back & draw fruits while other people got to see the last rat being dissected :( hmf. & tomorrow we have to do some timed lit assignment. & there's the dumb sports day heats. then there's prelims oral...i can't believe which teacher we got -.- so so suay. after that, caltex. ARGHH. ok i love john stevens. i loved his performance. he is so cute. argh. dammit just remembered that i have to report at quadrangle at 7.15 till next tuesday. adshahiuwha9q8iuhhajifsdjif. oh there was this guy who was talking to himself on the mrt. it's not some handsfree set i swear. kinda scary. cuz he started talking after they made the announcement about suspicious packages. & he was like "today got punished blahblah mr dunnowho blahblah hahaha call 999? [referring to the announcement i think] blahblah" he was like facing the other side of the train...then he walked over to my side. & he started talking to the window again. "hope she's all right blahblah has she gone home blahblah got punished blahblah haha" then when the train stopped he sort of stumbled a little...& he began stomping one foot. i was abit freaked out cuz he was like...staring psychotically into the window & i could see his reflection :/ for a while i thought he was gonna pull out a knife from his bag or something & stab me.
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02APR04 FRI
Boring day. haha. ok relay finals on wednesday. i started really really badly. felt guilty afterwards & i'm just glad that it's only sph :/ ok then i humiliated myself (& hj) on the mrt. i hate heelies/heelys. & that guy was plain weird la. k then yesterday was april fools. about as exciting as cme lessons -.- jiehui is damn gullible though :) hehehe. oh & for once, we didn't fall asleep during bio! sexual reproduction in man is the funniest topic. Oh Vary :) lols. ok training was Bery fun as well. punk'd ms tan & mr pedro with parking coupons...though a couple of BusyBodies nearly ruined the joke. Buay tahan. anyway training was quite light. though during cooldown i nearly collapsed on the field cuz i was Breathless from laughing. hehe. OH & IT'S APRIL. my B-day is coming up!! :D :D
ok & i can't believe who he's going out with now. it's a umm.. small world. ahahha.
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28MAR04 SUN
ran 4x1 heats today. i took the hot pink baton hoho :) but the finals have been postponed cuz of the rain. which is so. ugh. don't think i'll be running anymore :/ oh well. lol. & today vivien & matilda ran up looking quite panicky & it turns out...mr pedro got a parking ticket. HAHAHA.
anyway i have someone's shoebag with me now. black puma 1 with a pair of white/red spikes & white ankle socks. the stupid ri guy conveniently dumped it on us at the bus stop. "i realised it's not mine!" -.- whatever.
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27MAR04 SAT
NYTRACK ROCKS :) bdiv got 2nd & cdiv got 5th/6th for 4x4...the only finals today haha. it rained before our 4x2 heat though -.- damn suay. & my nerves were/are killing me. oh well. tomorrow's another day. trackers jiayou!! lol oh & there's this sas guy who looks like jon peter lewis! omg haha but i'm not a jpl fan. cuz john stevens is muchhh cuter :) :) haha ok i'm tired. off to bed.
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18MAR04 THURS
holidays are tooo short. it's thursday already!! :( went kbox yesterday with 11ers :) :) :) & it was rina's birthday!! happy birthday rina <33 hehe. k we had a great time singing for like 5 hours straight. of course we couldn't resist singing she bangs despite how overrated it is :) w00ts & we had to dance on the sofa tooo. ok the english songs have crappy & totally irrelevant videos...like the baby one more time 1. niagara falls? what? haha. but the chinese songs were good :D oh & the stupid titbits shit were a total cheat la. 40$ for 8 bowls of peanuts? wtf? sigh. the bill was like 160$ -.- but oh wells. left at around 7 but nobody wanted to go out :( so.. went for supper. arghh i must stop eating.
had trg this morning. timing was super lousy :/ argh. then we went for this totally useless meeting for the combined bbq. the hc & tchs people really weren't late la. i'm doing logistics (??) with hj & yueting. very umm exciting. oH & we finally gave huang her present!! bwahaha. it has a theme :) lols. ok then went to causeway point with weiyun, joy, shenghui, mel & siyou to watch the butterfly effect. the sound system was mind-blowing. it was super funny cuz everytime ashton kutcher starts to flip open his journal again we'd all huddle in our seats & cover our ears. lol ok sounds idiotic. we probably looked stupid. the ending was really sad though. haha then after the movie.. somehow we ended up at the goods/cargoes lift place? eh? tried taking the stairs but it led to nowhere (reminds me of gwenlyn's ghost story haha). anyway they were playing some cheesy techno muzakkk in the lift.. super funny. ok haha bunch of stupid things happened la. whatever. ohman haven't touched my homework at all -.-
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15MAR04 MON
trg was at 8 this morning :/ inhumane!! felt extra tired today man. sighh. had lunch at foodhaven after trg. then went to westmall with vivien, weiyun & weiwei to watch dirty dancing 2 with selene & tanxuan. oh we were walking quite slowly outside popular or something so some loser behind us commented "at the rate we're walking we'll get there only at christmas!" like ha....ha..ha....ha... so bloody witty lor. anyway we went around to look at phones. the sony ericsson t630 looks really nice :) sighh. ok. tried the shrooms burger too. if my mouth were slightly bigger i could probably finish it in 2 bites. ok whatever. so the movie started at 2.20pm. at first we were the only ones so we thought we could occupy the whole space. but in the end a few more people came in :( b00. ok the movie was kinda amusing. the javier guy speaks like mr pedro ahahahha. oh man & there was this super funny part. it's like the girl asked some important-sounding question & we were anticipating some really fWAHhH reply.......in the end the guy said this really long line which NONE OF US understood thanks to his accent -.- we were like HUH?!?!?! damn loudly. sounded really suakoo so i started laughing like shit. ahahah.
there's bio tomorrow morning. so.boring. rahr. like 3 hours of it. oh maN i forgot to mention how stupid my sister is. she was trying to cook something the other day but she drifted off to watch tv with her housemates...ended up setting off the fire/smoke alarm in the WHOLE BUILDING -.- so everyone was evacuated downstairs & they had to wait for pretty long in the freezing cold. plus there were 2 fire engines. super paiseh man.
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12MAR04 FRI
back from camp. the interclass games were quite fun (surprisingly). played captain's ball & we won 3 games in a row...but lost the last 2 :( got 4th. but it's ok cuz we did great anyway haha. grooming sessions sucked. formal dinner was boring until the very end when everyone started dancing. oh man that was the best though the music was pretty stupid & my feet ached like mad cuz of the heels. haha :) formed a dance circle with 2/3-ers & other people joined us later. then janet ng stood in the centre & we danced to YMCA :) :) frickin amusing. my voice got all sore from screaming ymca & chihuahua. lmaooo. the teachers were really sporting...mrs westvik & her tabletop dancing. haha. the dance comp was fun to watch as well. & 4/11 won 3rd for dance comp, 1st for station games & something for the interclass games :) haha <33333 4/11!!! it was fun at night too...a lot of people came over to our room :) haha. roomed with sunni, jiehui & hongzhen. sabrina, gwen, wuqian & wenwen were in the connecting room. had a lot of fun watching tv, playing bridge & telling ghost stories :) ahh can't wait for everyone to develop/upload their photos :D went to kap for lunch after camp & talked some more. cookie the monster ahahaha. ohh & yesterday waiyee & i were walking over to block a to look for siva koh. k then it was drizzling so the floor was wet & i almost slipped so i was like SHIT then janet ng shouted VERBAL DIARRHOEA AH!! oh man then when we went up, she was there with chek, sandralee, chi pinlay & dunno who else. blah.
edit: pics are up :) --> chihuahua! hehe. log in with jackies_friend. password: 123456
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07MAR04 SUN
:( :( this weekend totally sucked. i can't believe it. am feeling super pissed now that i'm rotting away at the computer trying to do my lit assignment. sigh. . oh man i'll go crazy if i don't buy it.
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04MAR04 THURS
it's my mom's birthday :) :) :) haha. anyway the new neighbours removed the fence between our backyards & replaced it with a brick wall which looks...weird. lol ok. today was so boring. training was ok except that my shin hurts a lot now :( :( & there's a bio test on saturday :( can't wait for sunday so i can go shopping & hopefully find the interpol cd at hmv. sigh ok i'm bloody tired now. xcountry nationals yesterday was quite exciting. sports school is like so -.- lol. then i reached home pretty late cuz the stupid bus took forever to come :( sigh dammit i just remembered that i have to hand in the sports meet thing tomorrow. haven't settled 100h, triple jump, high jump & 4x100. asjkdawyeaiuehkajs.
oh & i forgot to rant about someone who's so bloody annoying. i don't know what her frickin problem is. it's just damn IRRITATING when she suddenly grabs your arm & starts talking about something pointless. or when she tries to drag you somewhere it's like GO AWAY LAH NO ONE WANTS TO HANG OUT WITH YOU. it's not like i want to be mean or anything but she's really damn sad la. i don't know how anyone can stand her. rahr.
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27FEB04 FRI
waiyee smsed me early in the morning to tell me that she's not going to school -.- of all days. today was quite eventful. we got free movenpick icecream :) quite nice. then they were blasting music at the canteen & everyone like cheered when she bangs came on. haha. k then it was the results. <333333 4/11 :) congrats to 4/10 as well :) hehe after that i went to the hall which kinda looked like some refugee camp. oi alf you really scared us... we love you so don't be sad or whatever k. oh yeah umay called when we just started to move to the hall for the briefing. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! sorry i decided not to go sakae but umm... 1 ny girl vs how many rg girls? haha :) ok anyway we sort of celebrated hj's birthday with the mango cake as well. lol the canteen auntie like kept it in the freezer -.- hah ok that's about it. chem & physics tests tomorrow morning. so annoying.
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23FEB04 MON
this is a special update for alf cuz she wants to tell more people about her dream so that it WON'T come true. although i suspect that only a grand total of about 3 people still read my blog, including me & alf herself. hahahah. yes ok alf dreamt that she got 19 pts for her l1r5 & a d7 for math. the only a1 she got was for english which apparently "will nv come true". OK THAT'S ALL. everyone please pray for alf. hahaha.
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21FEB04 SAT
the lit test this morning sucked. firstly, it was at 7.30 which is wayyy too early for a saturday. fine ok so clh said the test is supposed to be 40 minutes long & she wrote 7.43-8.23 on the frickin board but at 8.15 she happily announced that we had 3 minutes left?! everyone was like WHAT?! HUH?! then she said something dumb like i'm following my watch -.- err wtf in the end my answer for part 2 was like 3/4 page long?! dammit la. then weiyun & i waited for hj & she came out much later & apparently they had like 50 minutes? we barely got 40 la...bitch. arghh. ok then we went to the ac fun-o-rama. umm we each got a doorgift which was this really hideous purple ty beanie bear. eh. but oh well. then we walked around & met some seniors. it was quite boring cuz there weren't a lot of people around yet. blah. in the end we decided to go j8 to watch gothika with sec2s. shanru really wasn't late lor. anyway, the movie was quite ok. fine i screamed the most & i got scared by a bird. WHATEVER. then we went for training. it was umm..quite tiring. haha. there was a tortoise on the path...kinda cute. oh the juniors tried walking on the boardwalk. weilin's idea haha. anyway they screamed super loudly & we could hear them from where we were -.- or maybe it wasn't them...but i doubt so. lol after training we were learning the macdonalds rap. damn funny.. especially the chinese one. oh & there was this pink & purple kiddie bike thing in the toilet & mel was like riding it down the slope. should've taken a photo man, she looked damn stuuupid. haha now i'm home alone & lousy shiting is trying to scare me with gothika pics but it doesn't work cuz the girl looks quite pretty so she puts some juon pic but firstly, the boy is quite cute & secondly, it reminds me of pheywa's lame jurong point joke. haha :b
yesterday we went to kranji war memorial. slept like a pig on the bus hehe but the place was really nice. i left my rose on j crookshanks' grave. sunni left hers on some grave right at the end of the row. oh well i can't imagine what it's like there at night :/ OK shall not scare myself. lol. then when we came back to school i found this half-dying rose on my table :b umm very nice. haha.
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18FEB04 WED
lol i just answered the phone & i thought the woman said "this is a phone call from nowhere" so i went silent...then "um...?" suddenly she went like "hello hello hello" so i said "ya hi.. HI" but anyway it turned out to be mrs cheung from norway, not nowhere. hurhur. which reminds me that we haven't sent her the homerun dvd cuz i'm hogging it. oh well went out to get presents just now. we finally got mat's present!! :) :) :) AT LONG LAST. did i mention that xuefen ditched us at the last minute? -.- grr so pissifying. ok & we had class lunch today! :) haha the drinking competition was really stupid. i lost to mindy cuz i was like half-laughing half-sputtering. lol. jiehui got me a hershey bar :D haha she wrote a note & she told yifang they all something like "aiyah joyce doesn't really know me so she won't recognise my handwriting" but i took one look at it & umm...figured it was her. lol. oh well today was pretty boring anyway. i got my vday present yesterday :) :) it's super cute ok & i feel quite bad cuz i only got her chocolates & wrote her a postcard today. i sneaked in from the back of her class but allison saw me anyway & she was like screaming not fairrr. so act cute lor :b sarah & probably the rest of the juniors read it i think. they are freaky la. & they're everywhere. today when we were walking back from math lecture i suddenly heard my name from the classroom block. i turned around & saw freddie grinning madly from her classroom's window. lmao. oh well training tomorrow. after math tutorial :( i hope she doesn't return the test cuz i did crap la. i spent too much time on binomial & screwed up the whole of the second page. well done lor. sigh *mopes around*
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14FEB04 SAT
happy vday! me & waiyee went to coro bright & early this morning but realised that ntuc doesn't open till 9 so i went to school empty handed :( anyway i got a whole bunch of sweets :) :) ok i'm feeling quite guilty now though...i mean it won't be the same if i bring chocolates on monday right? :/ han ip was kind enough to give me her empty sweet container & i'm happy to say that it's full!! as in it's really full now (not just half full k waiyee) & i she bu de eat the chocs & stuffs. lol. oh yeah vivien gave me a yellow rose yesterday :D :D though it's wilting, it's like super nice. lol. ok then we had the stupid camp workshop conducted by this frickin homophobe. it was horribly boring ..basically a lousy waste of time. after that i had prata with waiyee, yacong, hj & khailin. i couldn't finish my food though. haha. k so i went to beauty world to buy chocolates for trackers. hurhur. waiyee & yacong left after a while so hj & i went to macs so i could write <3 joyce on every toblerone with liquid paper :/ lol it sort of ended up looking like toblerone <3 joyce. ok so we were late for training ;) heheheh. i felt really tired even though our jog was much shorter than usual. i had a stitch cuz the prata was still in my stomach :( anyway the path was extremely uneven & i almost died during training. & he was like quite critical today. "WHY SO SLOW?" :/ blahhh. i mean really there's nothing worse than thinking that you HAVE pushed the whole way through...only to achieve some half-assed timing. ok anyway, we went to j8 after training. hj & i wanted to watch gothika but the sec2s didn't have enough MONEY (the irony) -.- then bong & jiayi went home. hj & i were talking to them while having dinner & we're not sure if we want to go hc (assuming that we can la)? ahhh. ok anyway the rest of us ended up sitting outside the mrt station just talking...or gossiping :) sec2s are damn funny la. hj & i found out about some stuff. i think i've more or less accepted it ;) hahah. it was like they told us & then we just kept...pondering about it. super amusing. we talked for damn long :D hehe. just got home & bathed. today was damn fun.. though hj & i didn't get to watch a movie :( another time maybe. thanks to everyone who gave me chocolates, sweets & notes & filled up my tub of lurrrve <333 & thanks to my juniors for pak-toring with me & hj :) i love you all equally la. HAPPY VEEEEDAY.
edit: i hate permutations & combinations. it's like the most useless topic ever. i mean who honestly wants to know how many ways we can sit so that daniel & elsie will be in the same row -.-
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07FEB04 SAT
ahh rudy got voted off. guess he's getting old but as jeff probst said, how could you not like him?! well ok i'm still rooting for rupert :) ok bio test this morning. flunked. then i went to orchard with wanchee & mat. happy birthday mat! hahaha we watched last life on the universe with jing & joan which i thought was thoroughly depressing. i still don't get the ending though. oh well. some scenes made me feel like crying even though the characters are just standing around doing nothing. lol.
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03FEB04 TUES
went to mat's house yesterday & we just kept eating & eating & eating. i mean really we sat there for hours just eating...i think we broke our record last year. anyway i love hot plate!! haha & when i looked out her house i saw this exercise bike (??) so i was wondering if it's a sign that we should STOP eating until mat said her neighbour's bike got stolen so they put the exercise bike out as a bait. erh how strange. i mean honestly who's gonna steal something so big & heavy. anyway i was quite amused by the idea that the thief might hop on & try to cycle away...i think that was the funniest thing i've said in a looong time man. ok moving on. we went to wait for sunni at the bus stop while walking casper. hahah he's quite cute after all...i think i'm okay with dogs now, ever since we rescued nike & adidas from clementi. lol. after a while we saw sunni on the bus but she didn't manage to get off in time so we sort of started running to the next bus stop & wanchee & i were like really running & all but when we turned back the rest were quite far behind -.- lol ok it doesn't sound as funny when you say it like this. nevermind. so we went back & ate more food :) did our 'lo hei' only there wasn't really any 'hei'. then we helped to clear up :) like 5 people crowding round the sink to wash cutlery. so clever!! her parents left for a buffet dinner after that (hoho more food) so we played blackjack while drinking beer & listening to britney spears. well done man it felt just like a gambling den. & I WON!! like a lot hahahah i have no idea why either :) :) just that i'm still quite high now. i got lucky a LOT of times that it was sort of scary. hoho. k then we went home quite late. oh well but it's like the last proper holiday we'll have till lifeskills camp :( sigh.
today was a pretty lousy day. had hcl & english tests. oh & we got back physics & i managed a pass. quite relieved cuz american idol was on the night before the test & i HAD to watch. heheh. which reminds me of survivor all stars!! i can't believe tina got voted out, not that i'm a big fan of hers but jenna & jerri are so irritating i hope they drown in the sea or something. anyway the next episode is on friday so i'm quite prepared to flunk bio -.- how dismal. i guess i'll start working hard in term 2 or something... :/
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01FEB04 SUN
arghh it's february already. arghhhh. had cip yesterday morning at kwong wai shiu hospital. we put up a concert for them. we were also supposed to interact with them but my dialect skills are hardly...existent. there was this very grandpa-like man who could speak english though :) oh well. & there was this guy who kept saying that he was a "fei4 ren2" & all we could do we just say something lame like "mei2 you3 la". then when the wushu people were on stage he talked about how he used to be a wushu coach...how he was once an "ying1 xiong2" but now he's a "gou3 xiong2". ahh well again, we didn't know what to say. went back to school after that. lol on the bus window it said "emergency exit break ass to open". frickin hilarious. k then i went to orchard with waiyee, hj, yacong & shiyan. shopped around at far east for presents but we didn't really get anything. lol. then we had lunch at scotts :) i love beef noodles!! hurhur. then we went to wisma to search for more presents but i guess only shiyan bought stuff. lol k then weiyun joined us during lunch & we were like wondering if we should go for training. looong boring debate but in the end we went anyway. hehe. it turned out to be all right la. there were a lot of monkeys today & they kept harrassing our bottles & towels!! hj was saying something lame like cuz it's the MONKEY year *rolls eyes* & after training we were gossiping about sec1s!! hahaha oh man sec2s are too cute la. anyway i was quite exhausted by the time i got back. & i had a massive headache...maybe i have bird flu or something. so i slept at 9pm!! lol.
oh well supposed to go mat's house tomorrow but nobody seems to know the time :/ haha yeah & everyone seems to be really hung up on william hung lately (HURHUR). well it's getting old pretty fast but anyway here's a link to the video. right click, save target as. haha i was also quite impressed by the goat-human hybrid person. his bleating was intriguing. oh well but the auditions are over. such a pity :) by the way i've done CRAP for all the tests i've had so far which is rather depressing...not to mention worrying. sigh.
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29JAN04 THURS
i was watching american idol last night & it was unbelievable. i mean i can't believe how deluded some of them actually are. houston we've got a problem!! hahaha oh man.. like what kind of name is fookling lee anyway?! i'd just kill myself. & the really scary woman who kept repeating the celine dion song with lightning flashing & thunder rolling outside...randy's expression was priceless. lol then the azn guy who totally.... i mean like go learn proper english first man. i also felt super embarrassed for the ass shaking woman who had to go to the mall & find 10 supporters. hahaha. i thought her chin & jaw looked kinda screwed & i almost died laughing when she said something about how guys like her ass shaking at parties. can't wait for tonight!! though i have a physics test tomorrow :( haha the she bangs guy rocks la. is it just me or does american idol seem kind of anti-asian? like fookling, the can't help falling in love guy. ahh haha. ok. i should go study now. oh yeah this morning during mass dance nicole ong suddenly popped up from my side & told me to pull up my socks cuz they were kinda loose & sort of sank down (but i don't wanna waste money on new socks since it's my last year). k then she said that there's some girl in sec1 who looks exactly like me. lol. i want to see!!
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24JAN04 SAT
i spend a lot of all the clothes that i got
cuz all the geeks that i meet
they all look cooler than me
boo‚ what to do when we're all looking at you
cuz you're the freak of the week
cuz you're on the tv
can you make me a promise
stop it before we begin
will you hold on to my head
if i ever lose it again
i got a shrink i swear he's elvis‚ i think
he wears the coolest suede shoes
when i come in with the blues
he thinks it's all about our culture and art
but the truth of it is that it rips me apart
can you make me a promise
stop it before we begin
will you hold on to my head
if i ever lose it again
tell me i sold out
tell me i sold out‚ go ahead
tell me i sold out
tell me i sold out‚ go ahead
i steal a lot of all the clothes that i got
cuz all the geeks in army
they all look cooler than me
boo‚ what to do when we're all looking at you
cuz you're the freak of the week
cuz you're on the tv
can you make me a promise
stop it before we begin
will you hold on to my head
if i ever lose it again
can you make me a promise
stop it before we begin
will you hold on to my head
if i ever lose it again
tell me i sold out
tell me i sold out‚ go ahead
tell me i sold out
tell me i sold out‚ go ahead
can you make me a promise
stop it before we begin
will you hold on to my head
if i ever lose it again
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23JAN04 FRI
back from malaysia. it was ok. i got igby goes down on dvd :) :)
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