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23JUL03 WED

i think it's sad when people go around feeling sorry for themselves. yeah. it's just pathetic, not to mention sickening when they start whining about what they brought upon themslves.

hahah michelle was so funny today. she walked past us then i decided i wanted some of her honeydew so she turned around & it flew out of her hand & it slided across the bench & dropped onto the floor lol. dammit what is it with me & honeydews?! lol hm yeah & i'm going to sydney in the sept hols :)
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19JUL03 SAT

...and i think it's time to render the differentiation between these types of love. the people around you, they don’t love you. they love your hobbies, what you do in your spare time, your most and least favourite things, the sports you watch, the videogames you play. they love you because you spend time with them and get drunk. but you are composed of more than your favourite book or the bottle of beer you swig. you are more than where you live and the musical instruments you play.

you only love what you can relate to, but what if i peel these trivial layers off and you see things you could never comprehend?

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18JUL03 FRI

youth day! our haunted house wasn't exactly very scary lol. pah we wanted to have the creepy ghost pictures projected onto the screen but if we did, the room would be too bright. the pics are so freaky...not that i actually looked at them hurhur. i only saw one & figured the rest would be just as bad so i just...didn't look lol. quite a lot of people came though...just for kicks i guess. hehe then i bought some food. bought a clip from 3/5 cuz i'm so nice. bought a shirt from 3/7. got my hair streaked red as well. fun. the concerts & stuff sucked though...most of it anyway. the acoustics in the hall are terrible so i couldn't really hear what jan's band was singing for the encore till the chorus. ok then after that i went to watch the softball match. nygh won!! it was a good game man, & i thought yiyou played really well even though i didn't understand some parts lol.
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17JUL03 THURS

the nationals are over! i cheered my ass off at the finals yesterday man. had to rush down from school with cherie, jes & gan xinyi after chinese oral. anyway we got our new track suits which are erh...better than the old ones i guess. sigh. national stadium got so much more qi4 fen4 than cck. oh well our c div dropped out of top 4 this year but our sec1s are really talented so we have hope for next year :) so we went for our victory run as usual, then the walk to suntec. had dinner around the fountain of wealth till it started to rain so we walked into suntec and ate outside courts on the...3rd level? 4th? whatever. then this guy who's the manager of some restaurant i think...came over and demanded to see the teacher in charge. what crap. so anyway he wasn't being very nice i think so ms tan was like "you don't have to be so rude". hmm got a bit tense & we were all like glaring at the guy so we decided to leave the crappy place. oh well. got home at about 11. i was so tired this morning. blah.

youth day is tomorrow. should be fun. i hope our haunted house won't be too screwed : after that, xuefen yacong & i should be going to watch the nysb finals :) fun. haha i got this like 13cm cut on my right arm from umm picking up the hockey ball lol. looks like i cut myself man. lol.

oh yeah & we had PW today. my group was like freaking out cuz we had NOTHING at all. no powerpoint, no nothing. then mitz's group wasn't very prepared so we decided that if it got to our turn, i'll go disconnect some wires then audrey is the IT rep so she'll go & pretend that it's not working & all. lol. but anyway we weren't so suay. blah. cheahleehuang is a nightmare.
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07JUL03 MON

happy youth day. PAH. dumb and dumberer SUCKED BIG TIME. wtf man it wasn't even half funny. somewhere near the starting glen & mike turned around & they were like YOU MADE US WATCH THIS?! yeah i'm sorry. now i owe about 10+ people one & half hours of their lives. sheeesh. anyway we went bowling in the morning & as usual, the guy had to come to us about 3 times. the screen turned black or something & they all started yelling -.- then i think someone rolled the ball even before he was supposed to. so smart. i remember last time someone rolled the ball when the metal thing was still over the pins then the ball hit it & started rolling in the reverse direction hurhur. k then siyou & kat came...had lunch with siyou & yunwei at kfc. joy is still in singapore. erh she has been saying that she's leaving soon since april? lol. oh wells.
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05JUL03 SAT

i just came back from esplanade! haha went to watch the syf opening. got quite lousy seats though :( k then i had this curry puff for dinner which cost like $4.50? that's like 5 curry puffs at old changkee. but anyway. the performances were nice. i think i saw glen haahha. & i think i saw clara & siqi :) yeah the indian dance was nice. & the acapella was like so pro. i can't believe wee liangyi composed the radin mas thing. wee liangyi from nyps? i remember in p3 we stole his eraser & he went around school looking for it lol. then the nanyang dance was quite ok lah. i saw chek & mr ellis outside -.- unlucky. then when we were walking to the carpark, i turned around & *GASP* i saw changtsai! omg so horrendous ok her makeup. then she saw me & smiled at me. had to force out this bu gan yuan smile man. blah. anyway chinese listening in the morning was fine. the music was damn irritating though. sigh ok i should go sleep soon. must wake up to go woodlands library at 10am -.-
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03JUL03 THURS

boo i'm trying to do the stupid brochure for my project now. sucks. i was freaking out at the abortion pics yesterday in the library ack. can't stand it, so gruesome. anyway i can't believe i'm so suay. my chinese oral is scheduled on the 16th!! which is the day of the finals?! crap so on tuesday she told me to get an excuse letter from teacher-in-charge. ok so i went to look for mr lim on wednesday. then today he told me that i must look for captain! gahh k so i went to look for jiayi then she said something like she can only get the letter next week. & i think wanglao said she wants it tomorrow. sucks. i don't want to miss a single part of finals man. i don't like wanglao either. ah shucks i just remembered that there's a suibi due tomorrow. fuck. ahhh. i can't wait for sunday cuz i'm going woodlands library with my hist. grp to do the report thing. then gonna go to waiyee & xuefen's for erh, badminton :) then on monday got 6j gathering!! lol i think we're the only p6 class that still gets together? i haven't gotten jia's present though :( or nic's. ahh. ok anyway i hope most people can go :) even if you have 3 tests the next day hahah. or chinese oral. don't back out or i'll hunt you down & kill you.

anyway, got back some tests this week. i was quite surprised when i got back the lit semtest cuz i was expecting to fail. & i was like ?! lol at the comments she wrote for my unseen, part c. speaking of lit, we're having pure humans. 2 days in a row. & on odd weeks, i have LA on tuesday so i see gk like thrice within 2 days. sucks.
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26JUN03 THURS

blah sad life. i can't believe school is starting. i still have like 9 chapters of lit notes to make, history poster, english writeup, 3 jianbaos & 1 suibi. not to mention the newly added math gradeds & science worksheets. going to school library tomorrow with uh, shifu to do the english thing. bla. saturday got ipw. again, we have accomplished almost nothing! fantastic. & i think there's gonna be an ss test on monday? tuesday? where have the holidays gone?!?! i actually intended to study on tuesday..........then i got my harry potter book ahaha yeah. finished it the next day. i was like almost crying at so many parts. but my favourite books are still prisoner of azkaban & goblet of fire :) i think the characters have better comebacks in book 5. haha & hermione's character is more developed :) i loved the part where she tells ron that he has the emotional range of a teaspoon. oh yeah & fred and george ROCK. i'm so in love with james and oliver phelps now. hehe. sigh i need to go read order of the phoenix again. maybe i'll like it more. i can't wait for book 6 already jasdhahfyuawi. hm sigh. michael came back from london on monday. lucky guy has a holiday till sept! :( *jealous*
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21JUN03 SAT

argh i'm so frustrated right now. firstly, i haven't gotten my copy of order of the phoenix!! i'm supposed to wait for my sister to come back tomorrow (which is another frustrating thing) because she MIGHT buy it for me in london but i'm betting that she won't & my mom doesn't believe me so i have to wait. yes ok & SHE'S COMING BACK TOMORROW. so i have to move back to my room with the smaller bed : & i can't hog the computer anymore. pah. another thing is there's so much homework! wtf man sucks to be in pure lit right now because we have to make notes for 10 chaps!! the lit(e) people only have to do 5!! 5!!!!! man. & it's due first day. wow so screwed. & another thing, can someone tell me what exactly we are supposed to do for the history poster thing? cuz my slip of paper somehow ended up in the washing machine. yep. sigh & i still haven't handed in the chem ws. great. oh & wanglao just sms-ed me again. i have 1 suibi & 3 jianbaos to do -.- lastly, my group's ipw is going down the drain. our schedules are like so conflicting. i don't know how we're gonna meet the deadline : i'm so glad it's the last project we have to do. grr.
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19JUN03 THURS

happy birthday YIHUI!!! haha went to sentosa with a bunch of 2/3ers yesterday to celebrate her birthday :) i think we should've gone there earlier though. we reached there at 3 instead of 2 hurhur. bla so i didn't get tanned at all even though xf & i were lying in the middle of nowhere & facing the sun. hm yah only michelle got darker cuz she was there with her classmates first :P unfair. anyway xf & i might be going again next week solely to tan. anyone? hah :) i'm reading shuyan & michelle's blogs now. for some reason i just thought of our horrible sec1 class pic LOL *shiver* i feel like burning it cuz it's so hideous -.- oh well i should go upload the pics we took yesterday...except the group 1 -.- because waiyee's lousy junior can't take a photo properly & wanqi's face got blocked by her THUMB.

went shopping with my mom in the evening. my shirt was reeking of seawater. bleurgh. but anyway i got a top at zara :D yay!! <333 haha ok i rewatched almost famous today. now i remember why i loved it so much. patrick fugit rocks. yes & kate hudson is so pretty. sigh. i shall watch it again tomorrow or something. "who needs a crowd? who puts such a high premium on being typical?" -elaine
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15JUN03 SUN

hah i had a fever yesterday & i think my parents thought i got sars hurhur so they made me drink a large glass of water like every hour. ok but anyway i'm like fine now. thankfully. cuz umay called me EARLY this morning & asked me to go to her club. w00t yeah ok she & jiayan were LATE. i think i'm really getting better at the whole punctuality thing, yeah. then we went bowling first. as usual, my score initially was like 0, 3 blah but again, as usual, i won! HAH. i ended both games with like a 0 at first, then i cleared all 10 LOL. ok whatever the bowling terms are. so anyway umay was pretty gekked, & i bet she was totally jealous too just that she didn't want to ADMIT IT. k after that we went to eat. had strawberry cheesecake icecream yum (which brings me to another thing, i'm starting on another diet). ok then we went back & played the photohunt thing lmao. then played pool. wow i just discovered how much i truly suck at it. my aiming is like so off man! ok so jiayan & i sort of teamed up against umay cuz we are both like amateurs at it. naturally we won. hah. then we went someplace else to eat again. had fries & coffee. the coffee was nice. stupid umay had like 3 packets of sugar just because she refused to add milk. doy. lol then we went to the toilet & sat on the massage chairs. hurhur think the toilet cleaner or janitor or supervisor or whatever person was quite weirded out by us. anyway we went back to the bowling alley again & played photohunt again lmao. hoho ok thanks umay for letting us go your club! her brother's hairstyle is still the same. hm yeah & i think i'm taller than jia already!! fatter as well. ok yep anyway i'm officially on a diet because i don't intend to hit 50kg before jc or something. hah as if but oh well. i can try. ok that's about it. going out with 3/11-ers tomorrow to do the lameass sculpture thing. pah. hopefully can drag someone to go bowl with me :D hehe ok umay! invite us to your club again sometime!! ahahhah. & i realised that i forgot to ask jiayan what she wants for her birthday. i mean i asked but the conversation got diverted to like, harry potter yeah lol.

oh & germaine! i can't access your site :( ok & to xf, i think schindler was sort of a bad guy at first cuz he exploited his workers for the benefit of his dumb pots&pans company. & he was a womaniser!! ahahha ok so you're half right. whatever :P
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13JUN03 FRI

went to school this morning to watch schindler's list. it was good. but it wasn't as gory as i thought it'd be. sam mendes' movies are definitely more...graphic. like american beauty & road to perdition. wow all the bloodshed could've flooded singapore. anyway, the kids were cute. aha yeah i thought the part where they mass-incinerated the bodies was really sad. could hear the collective gasp in the lt when the girl in red was lying on top of a few other corpses :( anyway xuefen like bluffed me during the toilet break. she was like saying schindler is a bad guy??? so annoying ok. i kept expecting schindler to backstab the people & gas them all or something :\ grr. ok afterwards i went to town with matilda & wanchee. we went to watch finding nemo again! hahaha :) anyway i totally malu-ated myself in kfc cuz like i was trying to kope wanqi's drink at the counter then she sort of hit my arm then my elbow hit the straw dispenser thing & for some reason the cover came flying off. there was like a chip at the side but i don't think it was because of me!! then the stupid guy was like "orh horrrrr $500 fine ah!" -.- pah. lol then in cheers there was this ad for the ugly lipton blaster toys above the condom shelf & matilda was like pointing to it. apparently she said 'blaster' but wanqi & i heard it as PLASTER so we thought she was like faking some innocent kid who'd mistake the condoms as plasters. then suddenly she actually asked the woman about the 'plasters' so we were like WTH????? LOL. but anyway she got the ugly purple kissing one. i kept punching it with my fist but it didn't make any sound...then i realised you're supposed to pull this thing out first before it'd work -.- doy. oh & outside cine there was this guy promoting some samsung (i think) handphone then he asked us if we wanted to take a picture with the phone & he could make it into a neoprint or calendar & send it to us by mail. ahahah so we went to take. the picture quality is pretty good...better than nokia 7250 which is like quite fuzzy. haha yay finding nemo was still as funny. but i think we kinda ruined it for the mother & son sitting next to us cuz we kept blurting out the next line :D oh & we laughed quite unpleasantly ahahah. yeah anyway we stayed back this time to see the credits roll & mike from monsters inc actually makes an appearance :) hehe. we went to take a neoprint at heeren after that. i looked like an ass as usual. boo. but i got spongebob postcards! CUTE. and thinktank by blur :) awesome, duuude.
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10JUN03 TUES

WALNUT TREE (the Passion) - unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.

^ME, apparently. fell sick in the afternoon today for no reason. mr lim said i looked sick so i should go home. hah mr pedro doesn't let me train with xizhi anymore cuz she's sec2 -.- pah. hmm our class might be combining with 3/1 for the youth day funfair cuz we both have the same idea of a haunted house :) yay can't wait. i like youth day. hehe went bowling yesterday. fun. that's about it. bye.
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08JUN03 SUN

yesterday's lit test sucked. especially the unseen. sigh went to town afterwards with waiyee, matilda, yihui & wancheee. we watched the 1030 show for finding nemo. it's such a cute movie! the best animated movie ever, i think. i like the little octopus who squirts ink out hurhur. & the ending was so cute, i was laughing like shit when they were bobbing in the water in their little plastic bags.. "what now?" lol. huiling & some 3/5 people & guolu & liling & some other people watched the same show! hehe. after that we went to take neoprints. had lunch at marche :) wanchee's crepe was like yum. SO NICE. lol then we walked over to far east. on the way there this nice woman gave us free contacts solution & case, plus some charlie angels stuff! we had to fill in a survey though, & i didn't know the brand of my contacts solution so i just bluffed her. ahaha. walked around at far east. then we were at the juice shop & the lady was recommending drinks. she was like saying dunno what is the most popular then i was like yeah of course, it's the cheapest hurhur. oh well then i bought banana milkshake since it's the cheapest :D hehe. after that waiyee & yihui had to rush home to submit some photo thing -.- so me matilda & wanchee went to body shop. ack then i was trying to spray this thing on wanchee cuz i sprayed myself enough already then she moved & this other woman kenna instead! omg then she reacted like i threw a cockroach at her or something, she jumped.. then gave me a pissed look & walked away. so paiseh :x then we walked back to heeren. on the way there we saw this rjc girl (who looked like a prc) with her family.. then she was giving this $2 note to the angmoh busker near the traffic light outside paragon.. but it turned out that her mother wanted to exchange the note for 2 $1 coins?! like wth, how rude is that? then when he said he couldn't, the MOTHER went to ask instead. the poor busker looked so awkward. so we, being nice people, dropped some coins in :P hah. we ended up at specialist centre.. then centrepoint where we went to body shop AGAIN. lol. hm yeah spent a lot of money yesterday. gonna go out shopping tomorrow with nic & clara. i'm trying to convince myself it's ok to splurge since i haven't done that in a looong looong time. oh well anyway yesterday was fun. finding nemo made me laugh so much :) sharkbait, booo hahah!
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06JUN03 FRI

got back report book today. kc told me to stop being lazy. hehe my parents fetched me after school today cuz i had a hell lot of books to bring home since we hafta clear our desks. lit test tomorrow :( gah. anyway we're going shopping after the test! yay! oh which reminds me, i have to go to orchard with shifu -.- for the sculpture assignment cuz she's in my corporative learning group :( ack then we were like struggling to explain to her where to get off the bus cuz she has never been to town before. we were like ok when you see the RED BUILDING (taka), press the bell! the bus would stop in front of a GREY BUILDING with a HUGE TV SCREEN! then she was like nodding, but i'm not sure if she really knows. hopefully she won't end up in some ulu-ated place : pah.

played softball for pe yesterday. realised that it's actually quite fun hehe. but it was our last lesson with ms chew since she's just a sub :( aww she's quite nice. so we did a 3 cheers for her. yep. i stayed up till like 12 last night to finish my lit sempaper which turned out to be full of crap but oh well, can't really be bothered anymore. anyway i think i'm quite worried about tomorrow's test. i feel so unprepared really, but i don't know how to study. doy. sigh my first week of holidays will be spent mostly in school i think. watching finding nemo with nic & clara on mon since it'll be the only day we're free. then i have ss, physics & history, as well as training. mrs wong actually wanted bio extra lesson as well but we couldn't coordinate our schedules so in the end we decided to have an erh, online forum on ivle. hurhur. better than lessons i guess. the OM people came back yesterday! ali turned out to be a GIRL! ahahahha. then the twins don't look alike at all. cory's much much cuter. then i was taking the bus home with some 3/10 people & dani was telling me that vicki likes the mitch guy or something. no wonder she zip until so low in that picture. but he looks like he's 30 & he's pretty ugly lol. oh well. huixuan bought us a lot of sweets :) yay they are so lucky anyway.. it looked damn fun. plus they got to miss school. ok i think i'll sleep early tonight. oh one more thing, i DID grow taller. hoho.
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04JUN03 WED

ah today was quite an all right day. i think i like wednesdays the most :) had a talk with kristie chen -.- the usual crap about family, financial stuff blahblah. then after that she was like there's something very important that i have to tell you about ..then i was like is it about chinese? then she said no so i said ok go on lol. basically it was the same thing again...not putting in enough effort, below par, not doing justice to myself -.- she writes the same thing at the end of all my assignments. then she talked about how she observed that i always finish stuff very quickly (you'd think that's good) thus it shows that i'm not putting in effort (??). man i thought it was called efficiency :( so she told me that she hoped to see me do better next semester -.- so i said oh man ok. she asked me about the class, too. asked about 2/3 as well. ah. what else.. oh yeah then she was like am i stressing you out?? i gave her this amused smile...then i don't know how, she started talking about gary tang so i was like erh wth. my expression la. i didn't see any relevance whatsoever lol. ok then went back to class & discussed class stuff. we're having a bbq at ecp! yay :) oh & during recess me waiyee sunni & wanqi started planning for the hols. watch finding nemo, bowling, siloso beach, badminton (lol).. anyone knows how much it costs to get a room at the sentosa resorts??

went to town after school with my mom. this frickin annoying barker guy on 171 was like whistling all the way from barker to far east when he finally got off?! asswipe. ah crap i wanna go for the arts fest concerts but i don't even know which day is what sheesh. lastly, we got back our bio test today. hurhur i got like 2/10 for the essay questions :) but overall i managed to get an A so whatever la.
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03JUN03 TUES

argh the damn c lit people were so annoying today after physics test cuz they don't have anymore tests. then the elect lit people were also rubbing it in that we have unseen AND koc. piece of crap. anyway apparently physics was "easy" but not for me -.- then for ss, very predictably, i finished early because i had nothing much to write hurhur. during hcl, wanglao discovered that i haven't handed in some jianbao as well so she just said that she bet it's not the only jianbao which i haven't handed in so she suggested that i do like a few at one go & hand it in -.- doy. k then training was ok. except that i actually bia-ed my last 300m & mr pedro drifted away to chat with the stupid sec1s so he didn't press stop so my timing wasn't taken. WTH. argh. ok must go do math files by tonight. & let's hope that i will get started on my lit sempaper tomorrow. anyway i wanna watch PHONE BOOTH! colin farrell is super sexy! only mindy-moo shares my good taste, as far as i know ;)

can't wait for this saturday. after lit test :D anyway my sister is coming back in like, 20 days? argh. must move out of my room again. my parents still can't decide whether to go london in july for her grad ceremony cuz it'd be pretty rushed since they have work & all. actually in jan we were like planning to go & i get to skip school but then i checked the crappy organiser & realised that there will be some prac exam?? pah. ok i'm hungry again. must go eat :)
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02JUN03 MON

the only thing worth mentioning about today is that i got a 12/25 for the ss test. FIRST TIME I GOT A DOUBLE DIGIT SCORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FWAH!! & when ksc was giving me my paper she announced that a 12 is a PASS so even though it makes no sense to me, WHAT THE HELL YAY!! *hyperventilates* ok off to study for tomorrow's ss test -.- & physics *does the annoying finger fluttering tata~ thing*
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31MAY03 SAT

forgot to add that i grew taller!! i wonder if i'll ever hit 170 :) yeah right :( & i can't wait for june hols. must watch bruce almighty, go bowling & shop. anyone? :D oh & my l1r5 is a very blah 10. & my average is just terrible. thanks to my humanities. & amath.
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31MAY03 SAT

had bio test this morning. apparently i was being annoying cuz i was talking a whole lot of crap & distracting them from studying :) the test was ok i guess. my essay was like 3/4 page long?! then some people (like hongzhen) wrote 2 sides?! wth. i didn't study the nutrition chapter so i was just hoping that i still remember some of the stuff i studied for the previous bio test. /edit: there was this stupid question which i spent some time on & about 5 minutes before the test ended, mrs wong tells us that the question is wrong & there is no answer -.- stupid lee shanshan./yep then went kap after that. then went to cine & watched reloaded. finally. it was great. but i took some time processing what the oracle was saying, trying to make sense of it then all the agent smiths clones came out & i got distracted. hurhur. ok & i didn't really understand what the architect really meant either. all the anomaly shtuff. anyway, plotwise, i preferred the first movie. maybe because i understood it more hah. i need to watch reloaded again man. ok then we stayed back to catch the revolutions trailer. pretty dumb to wait like 5 whole minutes just for a 1 minute trailer huh? but anyway i read part of the uh, credits. they actually acknowledge people like "mr fishburne's driver", "mr reeves' driver" etc -.- wth. anyway i saw jade at orchard today. hurhur haven't seen her in a long while. yep. lots of tests & homework due this week. emath, ss, physics & lit semester test. oh & i handed in all the homework wanglao kindly demanded for yesterday. unfortunately i still owe her homework cuz i didn't hand in the suibi due yesterday. argh. then i still have 1 jianbao, lit sempaper & prose analysis to do. this week's el(e) lesson will be cancelled for a talk about our english HOLIDAY HOMEWORK. wth. oh & my grp's ipw is in shambles, i think. whatever. oh anyway the pure/elect hist people hafta come back in the june hols to watch schindler's list! yay. can't wait :) stupid cxy and cheryl heard it as shameless leaves LMAO.
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29MAY03 THURS

wanglao must die. like writing a stupid threat on the board scares me so -.- doy. anyway, i am so dead. haven't studied bio yet & i doubt i will have much time tomorrow with training & all. shit lah i actually wanted to study just now but the damn LA thing took much longer than i expected so now i have hcl homework to be handed in tomorrow & physics file to do by tonight. speaking of physics, fong laylean is so terribly terribly terribly NICE. today our class went into a state of shock even though it's just a stupid little thing but still. ok must buck up for physics. i got 75, just nice :) so far, hcl 73, amath 58, emath 76, bio 79, chem 84, physics 75, ss+hist 50 (i hope). so left english & lit. hopefully i can get <10. ah. ok then today afternoon after math tutorial i went to my mom's office then went to far east sq to meet umay! i was like loitering around outside for a while before she saw me -.- anyway got jia's present :D yay thanks :) hoho then i left cuz i was pretty extra there. yep. ok must go do suibi now :( sigh.
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28MAY03 WED

guess who i saw at wisma today?! angweeling! with alex teo! scandalous! he saw me & looked quite uneasy but she was rattling on & on like an idiot so she didn't see me. whoosh. got c5 for amath, a1 for emath. pah. i'm so jealous of huixuan & vicki right now. i wanna go to iowa, too. ok & today wanglao went one step further in bullying me ok. nothing much to say. yep & shifu went up onstage today! isn't she cool? haha :)
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27MAY03 TUES

ah i think i got a 50 for combined humanities. hope i won't fail anything. crap this morning i was calculating our class average for bio. it is approximately 76.7 ah. then during hcl today wanglao was like talking about our ambition & she said that she wouldn't really know what to say if we asked her whether she liked her job cuz apparently our generation is like worse than hers & all that shiz lah. ok but she sort of...praised our class. can tell she likes our class a lot ok then she praised our chi rep too. you know she actually said something like how it'd be great if all classes were like us. ok so we sound like this angel class.......& then she singles me out. ah i'm not even exaggerating this. cuz she was saying how we hand in our work on time nearly all the time. then she looks at me. then hongzhen says "eh why she looking at you ah?" when obviously she knows why right. so anyway she didn't just stare at me, she told me that i still owed her some homework -.- in front of everyone. i guess it wouldn't have been so pissifying if i wasn't the only one. i dunno so i gave her this big stupid grin but really it was quite annoying. anyway, thankfully during ss i wasn't the only one who wasn't ready to hand in ss file. anyway only pheywa passed ss. hmf. then ksc was like i am very strict like oh wow i think we've already established that when we got back our first ass. oh & she said something about how our parents can call her & she will explain to them that she is very strict. why can't she just SPARE US THE TROUBLE AND FRICKIN PASS US. it's not even like spurring us to do better anyway. not anymore. or maybe it's just me. ok whatever. the point is i feel like my history marks are so...wasted. ha ok enough about school. ponned training today. will go on friday. i love friday trainings :P haha ok wasted most of the afternoon in erh, 3/12 classroom. jeslyn & her guide friend were like giving this one sec1 a briefing on guides lol. then i was amusing them with the fact that i was a brownie for like one year in p4. lmao ok. wah then lee xinyi wrote about 5 sides for the lit essay!! 5!!! my god. ok then she was so secretive......& i was reading jeslyn's sms-es *shakes head* scandalous man. especially her kor. hoho. oh well there's mass dance tomorrow! the 3/12 people gave ww a nickname. shifu. cuz she does the nanzhongquan until damn "pro". so hopefully shifu goes on stage tomorrow! hehe
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26MAY03 MON

got back chem test today. so fast huh. can you believe yhl actually separated our papers into like, 3 categories? those who score ok (oh yah like a 76 is JUST ok), those who score damn zai & those who need to partner up with the damn zai people to do corrections. 3 guesses which "category" i was under -.- & i don't know whether to be happy or pissed because i didn't actually score very badly. sigh. so you know, like i'm telling oo-may now...i think i should have stuck with 2 sciences & continued with german. grr can't stand it. anyway today in class they were talking about hurhur's bf again!! LMAO i still find it so funny that he ran into the lamp post & there was a huge "KONG!" sound. hahahahha.
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25MAY03 SUN

it's annoying as hell when people overreact & make a big deal out of things & try to act cute. dammit. i'm quite pissed now. ok i'm just pissed when people overreact and go like oh i suck when there are 9543895 people who are worse. i mean i understand that everyone sets their own goals & stuff but sometimes they say that like to rub it in that you are worse. i don't know. maybe I'M overreacting. shit like just learn to deal with things man. another thing is, people should learn to lighten up. i feel drained when i'm surrounded by people like them. i don't know. pfft. so what if you end up with a thousand diplomas & a high class job? i have no direction in life. i wonder if my sister will make it as a lawyer. anyway, just watched the matrix. pah i haven't watched reloaded but i should be watching it by the end of this week : shit i don't want to go to school tomorrow. man i still have jianbao to do before i sleep. i don't feel like doing it but i already owe her 2 jianbaos so erm yah :(

You are Persphone-
You are Persephone, from "The Matrix."
Tough cookie, you are, yet there are strains of
sadness and desire that lie beneath you- of
course, you wouldn't want anyone to know.
You're too busy putting up a facade.

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hurhur i wouldn't mind looking like her :D
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25MAY03 SUN

i am so smart. just realised that i didn't bring shouce home & the test is tomorrow. doy.
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25MAY03 SUN

fwah everyone go cheryl's blog & gawk at aaron stanford. he looks sooo much better than shawn ashmore there!
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24MAY03 SAT

my gosh it was a 9 year old boy from anderson primary :(
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24MAY03 SAT

hello my blog looks different today right? hehe ok had that horrendous chem test this morning. hope i will pass :) ok then i think yhl got quite pissed at me cuz i haven't handed in ws 7.1 -.- "i will have to give you a zero you know. but you still must hand it in otherwise i make you stay back after school...blahblah" bluffer! everyone knows there is no more supervised study but anyway i was like ok :) i hand in on monday :) trying to be pleasant haha. yeah ok then after that i went home. erh. then near my house there was an accident & a dead body lying on the road. ok it was covered. think it was a pedestrian. which reminds me of an incident a few years ago when i was at my grandma's house then i looked out the window & saw this indian worker lying on the ground next to the wet market. k then a few hours later he was still there. then some time in the evening the cisco came and apparently that guy is dead -.- sigh i think there's a hcl test on monday. dunno what chapters though : great. i wanna watch reloaded!! oh & my black hairband snapped this morning. so i was quite irritated during the test cuz my fringe kept falling over my eye. sigh i am HUNGRY again. i'm always hungry. & i don't understand how han ip can NOT eat recess. i always start to get hungry during the end of second period around there. then after school i'm hungry again. haven't weighed myself in quite a long time : ack. oh yeah i just remembered. cxy ask me to dedicate an entry to her -.- ok this shitty entry is dedicated to her then. SIGN MY GBOOK!
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